sooooo it's been a while. I haven't been on much and I miss not knowing what's going on in my friends lives. anywayyy. I'm changing my blog to over here . I'm not sure why. I just felt like starting something new. :DDDDDD
so yes. It won't be much of a blog until my PMR is over because I won't be able to update it much until it's over. and when it's over, I assure you, I willllllllllll update.

That's it.

What the hey. So they're changing Math and Science back to Malay. In 2012. Sure I'll be out of school just then but jfdkslfjsdksd. This still frustrates me. I'm gonna go all *activist* ( as my sis calls me) on this.

So what I know they've said so far is that Science and Math is going back to Malay, AND Chinese and Tamil schools will have Science and Math taught in Chinese and Tamil.

'Based on this observation, he said, the government was convinced that science and mathematics must be taught in the language that could be easily understood by the students, namely Bahasa Malaysia in the national schools, Chinese in the national-type Chinese schools and Tamil in the national-type Tamil schools.'


so if the Malays get their Malay, the Chinese get their Chinese and Tamils schools get their Tamil.

I'm wondering, what about English?

geez I can't believe those high up cabinet people didn't notice that. Grr.

Way to go Malaysian government, we're going backwards now.

My brother will be most affected. 6 years in English and his last two years shall be Malay. Heh.

and srsly. 11 years of Science in Malay and then Uni and Form 6 and College in English? Ridiculous. The least they could do is have English medium schools.

'He said studies by local universities revealed that the level of improvement in the command of the English language by students was nominal, that is, not more than three per cent throughout the implementation of the teaching and learning of science and mathematics in English.'

THAT'S BECAUSE ONLY THE STUDENTS WHO STUDIED IN ENGLISH FOR LESS THAN 5 YEARS JUST ENTERED COLLEGE THIS YEAR.

The batch which started learning Science in English fully right from standard 1 is only in Form 1 now.

But it's okay, I understand. Muhyddin is the Deputy Primc Minister AND the Education Minister. I guess his brain must've fried from all that work or something.

-to be continued due to need of preparation for upcoming PMR trials.

Ohhhhh. my mom just found out that it's not 57 ringgit for 24 hours. It's 57 ringgit for Internet connection for a day. snottttt, what a rip-off.

and we just found out that there is free wi-fi across the street, too.
and some other free wireless we can use right here in the hotel room. for free. I am using it right now in fact. Hah.
well I guess my dad has to fork out the money now.

I am in Kay Elle. In some kononnya 5-star hotel my foot. At first they gave us a room on the smoking floor and the beds smelt terrible but we managed to change to some other room. And now we get a view of the Twin Towers. Yayy. Took like a billion pictures of it already. But we haven't had a chance to go near it yet. Will be going tomorrow. By monorail. because dad doesn't want to take his car out of the hotel parking lot. So we gosta walk. Exercise people.

Spent the whole day in except just now we went out for dinner across the street. Was going crazy being locked in the room with the rest of my family (no mom).

Signing off.

Oh yeahhhh and we thought the super fast internet was free until my suspected something amiss because according to her 'nothing is free' so she called up the front desk and found out that it costs 57 RINGGIT for 24 hours of internet.
and we like uh-oh. heh.

so now we have 18 hours left.

and I shall have limited or no internet access for the next few days.
till then, baii.

So I signed up for this Nuffnang thing but I haven't really figured it out yet. My dad signed me up for Google Adsense last year or the year before that and well hahah I don't know how this is going to work out since my blog gets basically 0 or maybe 1 visit a day by a few people. (and I want to keep it to that f ew people part.)

I may just end up getting a ringgit a year. :DDD

Also, I feel like I totally wasted my two week holiday. Especially today where I was having terrible pain in the morning but in the afternoon it was better but I still felt sick even though I wasn't really sick so I lay down in bed almost the whole day doing nothing. How lame am I.

No way are we going back to BM, you hear?

So today I opened up the newspaper and as usual there were articles on the possible scrapping of the teaching of Math and Science in English, but then there was this one that I read about some Ulama group being against the teaching of Science and Math in English and also the recent making English a must pass for SPM. Then there was this quote, some ulama dude saying something along the lines of 'Of course this (making english a must pass for SPM or math and science being taught in english, I'm not sure) won't be a problem for those who are good in English. What about those who are weak in English?'

WHAT.

That's so stupiddd. It's like saying, okay sort of, ish, that ohhhhhh. There are people who are weak in History, so we should abolish that subject because it will be a problem for them.

Urgh. These people are so focused on 'uplifting the national language' (like we don't have BM being forced down our throats in school already, like any school doesn't have BM being taught 4/5 days a week and like there aren't some other 6++ compulsory subjects being taught in BM already.)
and NOT moving forward and staying in that little dream land of theirs where everyone speaks malay and everyone-is-okay-with-it world that they don't realise how narrow minded they're being and how, if the government follows what they say it will totally menjejaskan the progress of the country. aaaand resulting in more students like me who can't even remember the English word for menjejaskan partly because I've been forced to write too many mind numbing essays where I over used that word. heheheheh.

Anywayy. Yeah.

I look at the glossary at the bottom of the page and at the side of the pages in my Science revision and text books and see weird words like 'Tiub Falopio' and 'pundi'..... I cannot imagine how things would've been like if the ETeMS wasn't implemented in 2003. Yes I already had to wait till I was ten to have Science lessons in school and I had to endure it in Malay. (but it wasn't so bad since we weren't learning that much and not that deep)

Meh and I don't really see how being weak in English could stop people from learning Science in school. It's called LEARNING. Whether we learn in English or Malay we're still gonna be learning new scientific terms and names of stuff that we didn't know before. Fallopian tube and Tiub Falopio, there's not much difference (except the latter sounds weirder heh) if we're learning it the first time. Geez. And all the other words in between the science terms are merely simple English words that've learnt since... Form 1 or something. hah.

Sure, my Science teachers' spelling mistakes and wrong pronounciations and grammar mistakes annoy me a liiiiittle, but I'd rather have that than being taught in Malay. *shivers at thought of being taught Science now in Malay*

(oh and the reason I'm mentioning Science being taught in English more than Math is because Math is mostly numbers anyway lol)

And like dude. Imagine learning Science for 11 years in malay and then when you enter college or uni or whatever everything is suddenly in English! What was once called a perintang is now called a ........ (sorry about my KH reference, it was the first thing that came to my mind) and what you used to call a ........... for what seems like forever is now called a .................
and not just two words. like practically all the plants and cells and human body parts and organs and what not are called something different now.

heavyeh?

and also...... shhhhhhh! there were (and still none now) no glossaries in our text books translating the Malay words into English for us (unlike nowwww where there are glossaries and translations for English words into the Malay words)

Actually there's more that I want to say but my brain isn't really functioning well at this hour of the day so I'll sign off. That was my worth less than 1 cent on the matter.

Also, thank you God that I got the chance to learn math and science in english. So much easier to understand and love Math and especially Science now.

and props to the government for not abolishing the policy yet.

and btw, this post took me wayyy longer to write than for you to read.

listening to: Hey Brittany- Forever The Sickest Kids

I'm giving Forever The Sickest Kids a listen to myspace. I love them! Why didn't I listen to them earlier? I already loved that one song of theirs that was the radio last time. Oh well.

Let's see.

Today I woke up at 1.30 pm :o

Shocker.

Really.

I set my alarm clock for 10 this morning. I must've woken up but went back to sleep.

But usually I wake up again after like an hour or so but I didn't this time.

I was still in bed trying to get up when I heard my mom shout at me from downstairs to come down for lunch. And I was like 'oh that's early. 12? we usually have lunch at 2' then I got up and went to the bathroom then I saw that it was 1.45. hah.

Hahah well that was a really crappy and unnecessary post.

I don't like feeling like this.

ai lyn fails at life.

All winter we got carried
away over on the rooftops
let's get maaaaaarried.

-death and all his friends, coldplay.

hahah for some reason I like shouting out the let's get married part. :D

listening to: coldplay
feels like: having cookies and milk

Ahhh. I have to try and make this holiday as productive as I can. And so, I'm going to finish all my work as fast as I can so that I can slack and do whatever I want for the rest of the holidays. Good idea, no? yes? :D

Konflik dan Stres

I hate making decisions. Choices. Whatever.

If you know me you know that.

I really really can't choose.

I'm probably the most indecisive person you'll ever know.

So now the situation is.

to go for

a. Cell group outing. Zoe's planning it. It's what I've been looking forward to the whole week. I never usually get to go out with friends. So this, yeah, I'm looking forward to it.

or

b. A portrait drawing competition at P. Ramlee's house for P. Ramlee rememberance day or something. Ms Chan picked me and some others to go for the thing. First prize is 150 ringgit in cash. It's not really the prize I want, though it IS pretty cool, eh, but I've never taken part in any art competition before. Colouring or whatever. Because I'm terrible with colours. I can only draw. So HERE'S a competition were there is only drawing involved. And the teacher actually thinks I can win. I'm worried my lack of activity in outside competitions is going to affect my aplication to college or for a scholarship or whatever.

So mom was really awesome, being the only person who really tried to help me make a decision. Ah ily. But of course it all comes down to me, though usually how I solve these situations where I have to choose between two things is that I manipulate the situation so that I don't have a choice, or so that I don't have to choose and can have the best of both things, or I tembak saja. (but the tembak-ing doesn't really lead to a good choice, but at least I don't have to think about what I'm going to decide on anymore.) So tembak-ing is the usual way I go by, because even if I try, in most situations the first two ways can't work.

Ahh. Dilemma. I've been praying about it but I still don't know what to do. Though I'm leaning on going for the care group thingy, because it's the easier way out, and what I always do. Just do the one I'm most comfortable with and what I've done before. At the competition I'll be alone and it'll be the first time I ever do something like this so yes, I'm scared. Which is why my heart or my brain or whatever is telling me to go to the care group. But there's this part of me that really wants to try doing the competition. The new thing. Alas, I don't know what part of me is saying these two different things. So I can't really use the whole 'listen to your heart' thing since I don't know what my heart is saying. (btw that sounded so cheesy hahah)

But yeahhhh. What I'm trying to say up there ^ is that when it comes to making a decision, I'll just go for the easier one. but not necessarily the right one. And it sucks that I do it all the time.

Which is why right now I feel like my head is about to rip in two.

It's not even that baad or serious of a situation. But this is me, hahah, going crazy over something like this.

I'm sorry but I love this tooooo.



ahh. the charlieissocoollike web video show thingy whatever this is. hahahah.

All that stuff about the high heels and earrings and hair cracked me up.

'Why do women wear high heels?

Why do you get a better signal on your mobile phone is you stand on a chair??

It's the same principle, if women are higher up on their high heels then they can get a better brain wave signal!' -Charlie.

<3

I haven't watched a charlieiissocoollike video in FOREVER! I miss him.

I LOVED THIS.

and lol at the end. 'Don't ever dance again, you fool.'

These exam results are probably my worst. Ever.
I'm just barely on the mark for an 'A'. I'm getting a lot of 75s...... this is bad. Especially compared to my last exam. I guess I really deserve this, with my last minute studying and all. But for some subjects where I really really really studied, I made stupid and careless mistakes. Ah boy. I'll do better next time.

100th post. gosh. I didn't know I posted that many. it's not THAT many but, dude, it's got like, 3 digits. bwahahh. okay, nvm.

So todayyyy.

Pritam wasn't as annoying as usual. Hmm. Maybe it was because today she'd finally get to have her lessons back. Because 0800 to 0900 was the last paper for us Form 3s. BM. I told myself, ehhh, no worries, I've got the whole weekend to study for a one hour paper..., so it comes down to this.

About half an hour of reading my precious BM Longman revision book until 10 pm when I feeling incredibly sleeping, so I thought I'd take a much needed break, but of course I slept right through till the morning. Even though I set my alarm (which always fails to wake me up) for 11 pm. Ahaaaa.

Neways. Found out later that I only got 7 wrong for that paper. TCHYEAHHHH. New personal best. Highest that I ever got was last year, 32/40. Ahah. My dad's all 'It's THAT hard?!'. Ask me and I'd say yes. Ask my friends and you'll get a different answer lol.

Uhm. After the BM exam, I got back my Science paper. Well, I got what I studied for. A loww 'A'.

Alicia and I got into a debate again about Adam and Kris. hahahh. We will never have peace with that.

Also, Pn Azlina came into our class to talk to the Agama teacher earlier in the day. So we asked her if we were gonna have to do our Oral today, and she said yes. So for the rest of the day we were memorizing our Oral scripts like crazy, and then when the two BM periods come, she doesn't show up. Maaaan. Now I gotta start memorizing again for tomorrow.

Pn Farm didn't show up for Chinese either. Yay no mandarin oral yet.

Then I reach home at 3.15, eat lunch yada yada, then me and mayo started watching this movie called 'Dan In Real Life'. It had Steve Carell in it (his HAIR looks like dad's hair. srsly. so from the back if you don't see Steve Carell's larger than my dad's nose, you'd totally think it's my dad.) and it was funny, to say the least.

And now I'm here. Typing this.

It's funny how I have those moments where I'm all 'I'm gonna blog about this when I get home' but never end up doing it because the urge to do it has kinda.... dimmed. Like how I wanted to blog about stuff that we discussed in Sunday School, since I don't really say all that I want to say, and sometimes things pop into my head after the lesson so I don't get a chance to say it, yeahhh.

oh i just remembered. *goes to watch david archuleta's vlog.*

Soooo this post is about American Idol.

Hahah some people are saying the AI fever is 'over'. Not for me it isn't. Because I only just watched the results show earlier tonight.

1. I really really do not like the song 'So What'. Especially at the end of the top 13 performance of that Pink song, when they all shouted 'I WANNA START A FIGHT' or something along those lines I seriously wanted to laugh.

2. David Archuleta wasn't there. awhhh.

3. I love David Cook. And that new song. The beginning part of the song I was shushing my sister because she was going on about how all the David Cook songs sound the same yada yada, and she started saying all this after hearing David sing like TWO WORDS. She changed her mind at the end though. HA.

4. Kris Allen. [This doesn't really have to do with the result show but today when Adam C on hitz.fm said something along the lines of 'I don't think Kris Allen deserved to win. They say he won based on his looks, now I don't think that's a very good reason for winning, do you?'
Heh. Mad. Was. I. Adam Lambert probably has just as many fangirls as Kris. And duuuuude deejays shouldn't be so bious. Because they may get calls from people who tend to overeact like me calling him and setting him straight on facts.]

meh. it's real late. i'll continue this completely unnecessary post in the morning.

also, worth mentioning, it was Joanna's birthday yesterday!!! and Bing Hwang's birthday the day before! And Mr. Jeveraj's birthday on the same day as Bing Hwang's. whoah.

Hello Hurricane

Hello hurricane,
you're not enough.
Hello hurricane,
you can't silence my love.

THANK YOU Rawkerdood for uploading the recording of the Hello Hurricane preview! Go to LOBH the awesome-est site ever to download it. It's INCREDIBLE. I already called up Rehanna and Natalie and played it to them through the phone. Hah. It's so catchy, and even though I told myself that I'd just listen to it once and wait till it's officially released, but noooo, I think I listened to it like 10 times already. Though I'm trying not to listen to it anymore. lol. Ah. Love.

Also, this
http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendId=197111722&blogId=488416636

please read.

I totally remember in Form 1 there was this 'Dapur untuk Dafur' thing where you donate money and you get some t-shirt with Mawi's face on it. uhm.

1:41 "cause last year I was like *uhh, I don't wanna say any of my dumb ideas..* "

2:26 "I've gone with the whole twitter wave now *makes wave movement with hand*"

2:40 "I know it doesn't make sense a lot of the time, but you know I always say I... *pause* *lowers voice* never make sense but..."

2:49 "but uh..... YEAAH"

3:58 "so um.... WAIT! .. yeah. bye. :D"
( you don't know how many times I have those moments. hahah. I think my friends are annoyed because I do it so much. lol.)

I'm sorry, but how can you not love him?! haha. well i yeah i know most of you don't. love him i mean. haha. whatever. ignore me. lol.

he's such a loveable dork. muahaha.

I swear if I knew him on a personal basis, he'd be one of my best friends. HAA.

(*remembers boards* NOO when I say dork I DON'T mean 'vulgar'. :P)

My lil bro is still sad about what happened. :/ Pray that he'll be able to move on, or by God's grace, have it given back to him again.

Meh. Getting friend requests on facebook that I'm not so sure about approving.

Need to get down to work.

Wishing Sunday would come sooner.

Reminding self not to fantasize or day dream about people because it gets in the way with who the person really is.

Good night.

Dgahh. I've got my mid years in two weeks and I haven't started studying yet.

Dear XYZ,
You're confusing and infuriating me and you don't even know it.
-AL.

Yet- Switchfoot

I honestly don't feel like listening to ANYTHING other than this


no jono speaking


jono speaking




here's a take on the lyrics from LOBH the awesome-est Switchfoot Fansite ever.

Yet- Switchfoot.

All attempts have failed
All my heads are tails
She's got teary eyes
I've got reasons why

I'm so confused
What's true or false?
What's fact or fiction after all?
I feel like I'm apparition's pet

But you haven't lost me yet
You haven't lost me yet
I'll run until my heart breaks in
No you haven't lost me yet

These days pass me by
Dream with open eyes
Nightmares haunt my days
Visions blur my nights
I'm loosing ground and gaining speed
I've lost myself or most of me
I'm headed for the final precipice

But you haven't lost me yet
You haven't lost me yet
I'll sing until my heart caves in
No you haven't lost me yet

Ooooooo, ooooo, yeah

If it doesn't break
If it doesn't break
If it doesn't break your heart is it love?
No, if it doesn't break your heart it's not enough
It's when you're breaking down with your insides coming out
That's when you find out what your heart is made up of
And you haven't lost me yet

No you haven't lost me yet
I'll sing until my heart caves in
No you haven't lost me yet

Jonathan aka emohh boy tagged me.

If you've seen over 85 films, you have no life. Mark the ones you've seen. There are 239 films on this list. Then, put an 'x' next to the films you've seen, add them up, change the header adding your number.

Teen/ Romance:
(x) The Cinderella Story
(x) Another Cinderella Story
(x) Step Up
() Step Up 2
(x) High School Musical
(x) High School Musical 2
() High School Musical 3
() Hannah Montana Movie
(x) Enchanted
(x) Sydney White
Total: 7

(x) She's the Man
( x) Licensed to Wed
() The Break-up
(x) 13 going on 30
() 27 Dresses
() P.S I Love You
() Made of Honour
( ) What Happens in Vegas
(x) Get Smart
( ) The Princess Brides
Total: 4

(x) Camp Rock
() Wild Child
(x) Ella Enchanted
(x) The Princess Diaries
(x) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
( x) 50 First Dates
(x) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Hotel For Dogs
( ) Just Married
(x) Freaky Friday
Total: 7

() The Hot Chick
(x) Sleepover (I thought the name looked familiar, then I remembered. that movie with alexa vega or something in it. with that guy from yours, mine and ours.)
( ) Confessions Of a Shopaholic
(x) Twilight
(x ) Nancy Drew
(x) The Devil Wears Prada
() No Reservations
(x) Perfect Man
( ) Australia
( x) Never Been Kissed
Total: 6

Comedy/Humour:
() Yes Man
() Bedtime Stories
(x) The Pink Panther
() The Pink Panther 2
() Marley & Me
(x) Cheetah Girls
(x) Cheetah Girls 2
( ) Bratz
(x) Haunted Mansion
( ) Paul Blart Mall Cop
Total: 4

(x) The 40-year-old virgin
(x) Night in the Museum
( ) Night in the Museum 2
(x) Evan Almighty
(x) Bruce Almighty
(x) White Chicks
(x ) Never ending Story
( ) Meet the Spartans
() Meet the Parents
() Meet the Fockers (mehhh, I hate all those parody movies. they're not funny.)
Total: 6

( ) Scream
( ) Scream 2
( ) Scream 3
( ) Scary Movie
( ) Scary Movie 2
( ) Scary Movie 3
() Scary Movie 4
( ) American Pie
( ) American Pie 2
( ) American Pie Band Camp
Total:0

Adventures:
(x) Harry Potter 1: The Sorcerer’s Stone
(x) Harry Potter 2: The Chamber's Secret
(x) Harry Potter 3: Prisoner of Azkaban
(x) Harry Potter 4: Goblet of Fire
(x) Harry Potter 5: Order of Phoenix
(x) Lord of the Rings: Fellowship of the Ring
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(x) Lord of the Rings: Return Of the King
(x) Chronicles Of Narnia: The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
(x) Chronicles Of Narnia: Prince Caspian
Total: 10

( ) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
( ) Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
( ) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
( x) Indiana Jones and the Crystal Skull
() The Mummy
( ) The Mummy 2
() The Mummy 3
() Journey to the Center of Earth
( ) City of Ember
(x) Finding Never land
Total: 2

(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean 3: At World's End
(x) X-Men
( ) X-Men 2
(x) X-Men 3 Origins Wolverine
(x) Spider-Man
(x) Spider-Man 2
(x) Spider Man 3
(x) King Kong
Total: 9

( ) Hellboy
(x) Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace
( ) Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones
(x) Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith
( ) Star Wars Ep. IV A New Hope
( ) Star Wars Ep. V The Empire Strikes Back
( )Star Wars Ep. VI Return of the Jedi
( ) Underdog
(x) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( ) Batman: The Dark Knight
Total: 3

Action/ Thriller:
( ) The Matrix
( ) The Matrix Reloaded
( ) The Matrix Revolutions
(x) Terminator
(x)Terminator 2
( ) Terminator 3
( ) Ocean's Eleven
( ) Ocean's Twelve
( ) Ocean’s Thirteen
() Casino Royale 007
Total: 2

() Bourne Identity
() Bourne Supremecy
( ) Underworld
( ) Butterfly Effect
( ) Death Note
( ) Death Note 2
( ) Death Note 3: L Change the world
( ) Resident Evil 1
( ) Resident Evil 2
( x) I, Robot
Total: 1

(x) Rush Hour
(x) Rush Hour 2
(x) Rush Hour 3
(x) Mission Impossible 1
( ) Mission Impossible 2
() Mission Impossible 3
( x) I Am Legend
( x) Predator I
( ) Predator II
( ) Signs
Total: 6

Horror:
( ) Saw
( ) Saw II
( ) Saw III
( ) Saw IV
( ) Saw V
() The Grinch
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
( ) The Ring
( ) The Ring 2
Total: 0

( ) Final Destination
( ) Final Destination 2
( ) Final Destination 3
( Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
( ) Child's Play
( x) Seed of Chucky
( ) Bride of Chucky
( ) Gothika
( ) Nightmare on Elm Street
Total: 1

( ) The Grudge
( ) The Grudge 2
( ) The Haunted Apartment
( ) Siren
(x ) Silent Hill
() The Mask
() Son Of The Mask
( ) Alone
( ) Omen
() House Of Wax
Total: 1

I don't like horror movies either.

( ) The Eye
( ) The Eye 2
( ) Shutter
( ) When the Stranger calls
( ) The Fog
( ) The Orphanage
( ) The Skulls
( ) Cruel Intentions
( ) Cruel Intentions 2
( ) House of 1000 Corpses
Total: 0

Cartoons:
(x) Lilo & Stitch
( ) Ice Age
(x) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
(x) Madagascar
(x) Madagascar 2
() Kung Fu Panda ( I WANT to see this)
( ) Bolt
(x ) Wall-E
(x) Monsters Inc
(x) Shark Tale
Total: 7

(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2
( ) Shrek 3
(x) Finding Nemo
( ) ET
(x) Cars
(x) Ratatouille
(x) Toy Story
(x) Toy Story 2
(x) The Incredibles
Total: 8

Inspirational:
(x) Little Miss Sunshine
() I Am Sam
(x) The Day After Tomorrow
() Coach Carter
( ) The Last Dance
( ) To Kill A Mockingbird
( ) Conrack
( ) Midnight Sun
( ) Little Black Book
( ) Rwanda Genocide
Total: 2

Classics:
() Ten Things I Hate About You
( x) Titanic
(x ) Romeo & Juliet
( ) Frankenstein
( ) A Midsummer Night's Dream
Total: 2

and the total is.

88.

lame.

I've watched way more. :P

How adorable is that?

I have a Switchfoot T-shirt with that same print on it. hahah.

lyrics of vice verses

The wonderful Jeanna posted the lyrics of VV that Jon sent her on the boards.
This song deserves a re-post. hah.



VICE VERSES

Walking along the high tide line
Watching the pacific from the sidelines
Wonder what it means to live together?
Looking for more than just guidelines

Looking for signs in the night sky,
Wishing that I wasn’t such a nice guy
Wonder what it means to live forever?
Wonder what it means to die?

- Chorus -
I know that there's a meaning to it all
A little resurrection every time I fall
You got your babies, I got my hearses
Every blessing comes with a set of curses
I got my vices, I got my vice verses
I got my vice verses

The wind could be my new obsession
The wind could be my new depression
The wind goes anywhere it wants to
Wishing that I learned my lesson

The ocean sounds like a garage band
Coming at me like a drunk man
The ocean tells me a thousand stories
None of them are lies

- Chorus -
I know that there's a meaning to it all
A little resurrection every time I fall
You got your babies, I got my hearses
Every blessing comes with a set of curses
I got my vices, I got my vice verses
I got my vice verses

Let the pacific laugh
Be on my epitaph
With it's rising and falling
And after all, it's just water
And I am just soul
With a body of water and bones
Water and bones

Where is God in the night sky?
Where is God in the city light?
Where is God in the earthquake?
Where is God in the genocide?

Where are you in my broken heart?
Everything seems to fall apart
Everything feels rusted over
Tell me that you're there

- Chorus -
I know that there's a meaning to it all
A little resurrection every time I fall
You got your babies, I got my hearses
Every blessing comes with a set of curses
I got my vices, I got my vice verses
These are my vice verses
These are my vice verses

Yeah
These are my vice verses

....................

'Why did you turn around and smile at me?
Did you mean it?
Why did your smile falter almost immediately after?
You chose to talk when I spoke to you.
Then why later did you walk away when I walked to you?
Were you sorry to see me go when you waved good-bye?
Will you be waiting for the day we see each other once more?
And when that day comes, will these things happen all over again?
And so, closeness to you just seems so far away.'

Oh yeahhhh. I forgot to mention. My little brother is terribly sick and feverish. I touched his cheek and it was like a million degrees. Not that much, but it was wayyy hot, I'd even say the hottest fever I've ever felt. And he threw up his dinner after drinking water..... isn't water supposed to help the food go down?! mehh.

You know something is wrong with Tee Ming when he's not talking or complaining about how much money someone has spent. :P :/ :(

Poor him.

My blog visitor counter reached 1000.

I tell you, 900 and more of the blog visits are by me. :P

Because this is what I do,

*clicks new post*
*types post*
*clicks publish post*
*view blog*
*clicks new post again*

..

listening to: Middle of the Night- Sherwood.

My blog posts are as meaningless as the 'pada, pa pa daaa' in the song. Sure it sounds nice.... but well it doesn't really mean much does it?

Flowurr

Originally uploaded by chewailyn

Here's a picture for ya.

'Your love has rearranged my heart.'

- Forever and A Day by Sanctus Real.

So my MP3's screwed, together with all the 4 or 5GB worth of songs in there. :/ So after after being deprived of my mp3 format songs, and only listening to the original CDs on my rack, I remembered that I have some CDs that I burned with most, not all, of the songs that were in my mp3. Of course the songs that I just added to my mp3 within the period of the last 5 or so months were not on these CDs, but oh well. The songs I'm listening to now are just as good.

*I Love You- Sanctus Real*

I've decided that I need to have at least ONE picture in each of my blog posts from now on, to brighten things up a lil. :P

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Por por called. So I went downstairs to give mom the phone. Saw a jar of jelly beans. Took one. Put it in my mouth. Saw a tupperware of pasta that my mom had abandoned temporarily while on the phone, ate a spoonful of it while the jelly bean was still in my mouth.

+ [insert picture of tasty lookin yellow jelly bean here]

oh yeahhh. I have that habit of not finishing the food in my mouth before putting more food in. So there's your 'thing I did not know about Ai Lyn' thing for today. :)

I need my journal back.

It's LOST.

D:

hmmmm

You're looking for something you can't find
If you give it up you'll lose your mind
There's always something in the way
What can you say?
You're gonna have a good day.

Good Day- The Click Five

Ah yes. I'm going through all the old songs that I haven't listened to in forever.
I like this song, I used to listen to it over and over again because it was so catchy. I sang along to it a billion times, but I never took the time to look at the lyrics and try to make sense of it. To make it mean something to me.

Uhhh. I'm not sure what those words mean to me. I think I get the general message/feeling it's trying to convey, but it doesn't fully make sense to me. Ah well. I'll just leave it, and go and have a good day (of pure confusion). :)

Also, I listened to all (well the ones on this computer anyway) the old Jonas Brothers songs I used to listen to. No, not that Burnin' Up crap. Songs like You Just Don't Know It and Time For Me To Fly ( :o When I tried typing 'time' the first time, it came out as 'Tim'. and then when I typed 'for' I typed Fore instead. LOL. Heh. You'd get this is you know SF.)

Neway, I love these songs. *wub*
Why did I suddenly decide to listen to all these old songs that I had abandoned for a while?

Because my MP3 player has been spoiled for like a few weeks now, and my radio has been taken to May Lyn's room since last month and I don't have a radio in my room anymore.

I hope I can still get my songs from my MP3 player, because I don't have a back up of some of the songs in there. :(

feels like listening to: the rocket summer

I found what I've been trying to say

Glen Hansard - Falling Slowly Lyrics

I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You'll make it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along

Kris Allen sang this song for last week's American Idol and I am loving it.

Here the original version.

I'm excited. They're showing the movie 'Once' on Star Movies tomorrow night. (which is the movie the song is from)

'I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that'

Ai just took the The First Letter Of Your Lover... quiz and got the result: J, S, Z, Y, U..

Yes, I was bored enough to take this ridiculous quiz.

You KNOW it's so STUPID and that your answers to the quesions have absolutely no relation to who 'your lover' is but you still take the quiz. Bahahahah. But yes, I was bored, and the link was right in front of me. Though, why I'm archiving the results on my blog, I don't know why.

I think I'm a little amused by it, that's all.

Dear Blank, Sincerely Blank

Dear You,

I know you can open up, but you just choose not to sometimes. That's something we have in common. So thanks for talking to me, even if it was only for a while.

love, Ai Lyn.

OH MY CAMERA

listening to: Oh! Gravity- Switchfoot, album: The Best Yet

The most unbelievable thing just happened.

My new incredibly expensive camera that cost a lot of my parents' hard earned money...
FELL DOWN THE STAIRS.

srsly. it did.

And no, it didn't just drop on one step, it had to BOUNCE ALL THE WAY FROM THE TOP OF THE STAIRCASE ALL THE WAY DOWN STAIRS.

Really, it bounced, but don't imagine the whole 'toink toink' bouncing sound. Because everytime it hit a step (I think it bounced at least 3 times) it went 'THUD. THUD.' like really loud. really really really loud (because this camera is REALLY bulky and heavy). I thought I was SCREWED.

'...... no way the camera is okay.'

I totally FROZE as I was at the top of the staircase watching my camera bounce down the stairs. And then when it finally stopped crashing/bouncing, I squeezed my eyes shut and prayed that what had just happened did NOT just happen. And that when I opened my eyes I would have gone back like 5 minutes to the past and the camera would not have just crashed down the stairs.

But of course when I opened my eyes, the camera was still lying there, at the bottom of the staircase. (the camera even managed to knock down this big fake plastic stand of flowers on its way down the stairs)

I can be such an idiot.

Of course, this was entirely my fault. I put the camera in my bag and I didn't zip the bag up properly. And the zip sort of unzipped and I noticed that the camera was about to fall out so I was about to reach for the camera when... IT HAPPENED.

:(

..... but guess what?

After yelling for my dad, and Tee Ming came out of the room to see what happened, I checked the camera expecting the worst (but hoping that it was okay, even though it seemed impossible) and well the first thing I saw was the the battery cover was displaced, so I pushed it back into place. Not broken, or anything. I checked the rest of the camera and there WASN'T A SINGLE SCRATCH. The lens looked PERFECTLY FINE (even though the lens cover came off when the camera first bounced). I say looked, because I'm scared there might be some internal thing that is spoiled. Anyway, everything looks FINE. Again, I'm terrible scared that something inside the camera might be spoiled, but till now nothing seems to be wrong.
I turned the power on and the camera could still work.

THANK YOU GOD.

I can seriously vow and swear that this (Canon Powershot SX 1 IS) is the TOUGHEST camera you will ever find.

TODAY (yet another long rambling.... with some personality test results analysis)

Today.... let's see

I woke up at 10 am something. Thank you Mr. Alarm Clock which is usually not loud enough to wake me up on week day mornings.

I ate a pancake. Yummm.
Drank milk. ( I wonder if drinking milk is the reason I'm sleepy in the mornings. Because Miss Ho (My violin teacher), or as what I've recently taken the liking to calling her, Mis Sho ( but I believe she threatened to strangle me if I ever call her that again (oh how I love how many brackets I have within this bracket), says that milk makes its drinker sleepy. I think I read that in Reader's Digest too. (but Reader's Digest is crap nowadays. And RD is also the reason why my sister believes that:
1. Sleeping can help you lose weight.
2. Eating... um I can't remember what it was, but whatever it was, if you eat it, you'll lose weight too. Whatever it is, it's pretty ridiculous.
Sooooooo, back to the milk thing, I asked my mom if drinking milk makes someone sleepy and she said no.

So I don't know whether drinking milk makes people sleepy or not.

But even if milk is the reason why I'm so sleepy in the mornings after drinking milk, then heck with it. NOTHING WILL TAKE ME AWAY FROM MY FRESH MILK. Even if it's the lousy Malaysian milk. I even drink milk for lunch and dinner when my friends don't drink milk at all. But I'M the one who ends up with bone aches. Hahah.

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I plopped myself on the sofa and watched TV for a REALLY LONG TIME. Which I shouldn't have done. Because I have mid year exams in 4 weeks. And a GEO kerja kursus which is due next monday, but I haven't even touched it.

I watched the Kid's Choice Awards. :DDDDDD
Which yes, was shown in the US like a month or two ago I think, and premiered in Asia on Sunday earlier this week. So I'm watching it really late. But whatever. It was so coooooool. I think I still have a right to like the KCA, being 14 and all. I'll have that right forever actually, so when I'm 18 and watching the Kid's Choice Awards, don't mock me! :P

Things I noticed about this year's Kid's Choice Awards:

1. Dwayne Johnson, the host. I believe he was shirtless 70% of the time he was on stage. Bleahhh.

2. How everybody on stage keep saying 'the kids' or 'you kids'. hahahah. Even though some of them themselves are still kids.

3. David Archuleta. *wub* I know, it's sick how fangirlish I am of him. But please let me swoon here, it's my blog afterall. :P
Let's see, he was sitting in between both his parents (cue 'aww') and when they announced AI as the winner for Best Reality Show or something he was all 'Should I go up?' (2nd cue for 'awww'.) and then, I think his hands were really sweaty or something so when he went up on stage to get the blimp, with Paula Abdul, he was shaking hands with the presenters of the awards and everything, and he was shaking (okay... I don't know how to say it. Like when your hands are wet you'll sort of wave it, no wait wrong word, uhhh, shake it?.... to get your hands to dry) his hands and he was all 'Sorry, my hands are all sweaty!' to the big buff dude, John Cena. And he was wiping his hands on his shirt (when I typed that out, it actually sounds disgusting... I don't know, it's just really funny and david-ish how he was doing that on stage and all) and the John dude was all 'hahaha, it's okay'. (aww)

Yes, I know I put in a lot of unnecessary 'aww's.

:)
anyway. he was being the awkward funny humble and not-celebrityish person that we all love so much. hah.

I can't believe I just wrote an entire paragraph on David Archuleta. Gosh.

4. The Jonas Brothers are like the opposite of David. Except Kevin o course. Nick and Joe are so.... diva-ish. Or maybe they're just really nervous about speaking in front of such a loud crowd and so they were trying to sound professional and all in their thank you speech. Awh.

5. I loved the animated cartoon burping thingy. LOL. I don't find burping funny or anything, it was the other quips during the burping contest that I found funny.

6. I like that they now (or did they have it before?) have a Favourite Book category. :)

Me thinks that's it.

After watching KCA, I watched Look Who's Talking. That was cool. The baby's were cute. But Julie in Look Who's Talking Too takes the cake for me.

Ahhh. I need to stop blogging about stupid materialistic but fun stuff. (but that doesn't mean I'll actually stop forever. hahah. I just meant that I have to stop now, because I have to go to bed now.)

Goose Night!

edit: Oh wait, after I published this I noticed that I completely blew on the whole analysis of my personality test results, which I have been meaning to do for a long time, so yeah. heh. maybe next time.

I would prefer posting my 'status updates' over here than on facebook. Because over here I can make my statements as long as I want. :P

I have to go for 2 HOURS of BM tuition in about 1 and a half hours. :( I really can't handle BM, I mean I'm thankful that I know enough BM to be able to speak with my malay friends, but srsly, all these karangans and karangans and karangans. I can't TAKE IT ANYMORE!

Change gonna come...

So I've made some changes to my blog's layout and appearance. Yes. What once was on the left is now on the right and what was once on the right is not on the left. Why? I figured that... well it's hard to explain really..
that if the start of all my sentences (in my blog posts) were in the middle, it would be easier to read. :)

And also, the background colour of my blog has changed. Didn't you notice? It's now a LIGHTER black. Hahah. And my text colour is also a DARKER white. I'm not joking, I'm just probably using wrong colour terms, that's all. :D

I'm also resoluting to make a more suitable banner to use as my header. The Paint Shop Pro window has been open for about an hour now with an empty canvas.....

ps: yes, I realise that I used a song title with a real deep meaning to it as the title of this small trivial post. heheh. sorry.

Ramblings...

I've got a blocked nose. Heh. Vicks helped for a while and then my nose got all stuffy again. Mehhh. DOH.

Anyway, today....

I was on time, JUST on time to school again as usual. Heh. And dad's new found short cut [or rather long cut, because it's really a longer route just that it takes less time to go to school that way because it has less traffic lights than our usual route which has like a billion and one traffic lights mostly for pedestrians, but whatever]. And, yeah, we reached school at 7:35 I think. Which is when the bell should've rang.

First period was PJ (Pendidikan Jasmani/ Physical Education)
Tell me WHYYY do we have to write and sing a poem/tuneless song for PJ? Is it PHYSICAL in any way at all? Nope. I think my group got 1 out of 10 or something for our presentation of our poem. Because Pritam didn't like it at all. Heh.

Next was two glorious periods of Chinese. Didn't really have a proper lesson today because Pn. Farm and the other chinese girls were looking for a Chinese song for our class to sing for the Chinese Singing Competition for Minggu Bahasa next week. So while I was doing my math tuition homework, I was treated to the sounds of Cantopop-ish sounding music. I believe I even heard a chinese rendition of some ol mambo song and also High School Musical's Bet On It. HAH. And then there was this cool one, which was all soft and sad and apparently, according to my teacher, was saying something along the lines of 'when I see your face again after 1000 years' or something like that. Hahah. But the rest of the class thought it was too sad and slow for us to sing so, oh well. I'm not sure what they ended up deciding on though, so yes, I believe this Chinese Singing Competition thingy will be the first time I'm actually getting up on stage in school and singing. Hah. This is going to be rich. And I can't believe I actually VOLUNTEERED for it. I mean, if you know me, you know that I NEVER [the term here being used a bit loosely] EVER like or willingly sing in front of a crowd or anything. I don't join my friends when they're presenting a song for Easter, I have not performed in a choir since that time, you know a really long time ago when our church had this Christmas Choir and they needed some kids to sing a few lines for this one song, and I remember going all the way to Taiping to sing with the choir, but that was totally cool, because they gave us these cool glow sticks to hold and we kids had SO much fun playing together after we had rehearsed or performed that small little part we sang in that ONE song, so YES, that was incredibly fun, and I will never forget that night after we sang in Taiping when we went INSANE with the glow sticks.... and um, slippers? if I remember correctly. Hahah.

Oh gosh I can get so sidetracked sometimes.

Anyway. Yes. So I'm sort of kind of okay with this whole Chinese singing thing because I'm going to be singing with like 20++ of my classmates. So it's cool.

Yes. So after Chinese was English. And Asmimi ( Oh how I love that we students call our teachers by their not-so-formal names when they can't hear us. Of course there was that one time when a teacher came into our class and asked who was the teacher who entered our class before her and so I blurted out 'Kamalambal' without thinking. Heeeeeehhhh. ) gave us a little too much time to do some grammar exercises from a workbook. And I also found out that the Spelling Bee she'd been telling us to sign up for was actually only for the Form 4s, and also that the Spelling Bee was over already. Hah. And she was all 'I can't believe we lost in SPELLING' (she's saying this in reference to the fact that our school lost in the spelling bee to another school) when she can't spell ecstatic, and writes off the word 'burly' as an adverb because it has a '-ly' at the back. Seriously. I understand no one is perfect and everyone makes mistakes. But she refuses to admit that she has made a mistake. It stinks, really.

And after English was our extremely short 20 minute break, and after that was Math. Math was great as usual. Mr. Ooi is THE BOMB.
Except for when he makes my friends repeat 300 times the correction for their math mistake. ( Though I know it's for our own good. Because he's taught to NOT do something but we end up carelessly making that same stupid mistake. And this way maybe we'll actually remember not to make the same mistake) It is kind of funny. But sad too. Heheh.

After English was KH, and I had to find Pn Suriyati (as newly elected assistant monitor, heh, though I had to do the monitor's duties today on my first day of being the assistant. heh. The monitor was absent today. O.o I keep forgetting that I am, but good thing I have Gartinne to keep reminding me ;) ) as usual, because she never seems to remember when she has classes, and as usual she was in the canteen, chatting with her colleagues.

And after KH was IT. I couldn't present my slides because the rest of my group was absent. So I spent some time browsing the LaSalle College of Arts website and looked at all the admission requirement and also found out that application fees can be SO EXPENSIVE (srsly, 125 singaporean dollars?!?).

And then I went to the car, with a 10 kg load on my shoulders, to find out that my little brother complaining about being famished. Hah. He totally wanted to go into my school to buy some snacks, but then he ran the WRONG WAY, as in he'd only have to run like 10 metres to the right to reach the school entrance, but nooooooo, he ran for like 50 metres to the left and only after reaching the end of that path did he realise that he'd been running the wrong way the whole time. HAHAHA. And so he had to run all the way back to the car, and by then he was too tired to run into the school to buy himself a snack. LOL.

I'm thirsty. Aaaack. Oh look! A bottle of water! *drinks*

I do not love how my blog posts never have a main idea that would make it easier for whoever reads this to be focused on. Hehhhhh. Gosh, I have the most unreadable blog EVER. hahah.

Also, Nat's semi-final Georgian Idol performance was today, but I couldn't stay back to watch her. :( I hope she did well. I even saw her when I was rushing to go home but I wasn't expecting to see her so I was going to say 'hi' and then I saw a guitar on her back and I was like ':o' 'what's that doing there?' and then I realised it was for her performance and I was like 'ohhh' but by then she'd already walked past me so, heh, sorry, Nat, for the lack of friendliness. heheh.

Also, something I should've mention like at the beginning of this post
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KONG KONG/KUNG KUNG/GONG GONG!
It's his 73rd birthday! Go Kung Kung! HAIII if you ever get a computer with Internet access and find out my blog address and actually see this post dedicated to youuuuuuuuuuu.

I loved what you said about being thankful when you wake up every morning and see the 'whaat ah, uh, the SUN'.
If only you'd see how much God loves you, and see that enough that you'd accept Jesus as your Saviour.

Love you, Kung!

and thus I shall end this extremely long and unreadable blog post. x]

duuuude. I need to get my life straightened out because recently:

- I have too many unfinished [most of them HALF finished] homework that are WAYYYY overdue. and for some reason I can't get myself to finish it.

- I skipped karate on Monday.

- I skipped school today because I have a sore throat.

- THAT, resulting in me losing I think 5 MARKS for Moral mid year marks because I didn't get to do my presentation due to my absence [ my sick letter is totally legit and true, btw, but of course I don't think the teacher is going to believe it due to all the other bogus sick letters out there ]

- PMR trials are in... 3 months? and I still haven't been following a revision schedule and so I think I am incredibly behind in my revision for 7 subjects, each 3 years worth of facts.

- My addiction to teenage novels is getting pretty unhealthy. Because I've been reading instead of doing my homework.

- my wanting to sleep all the time... and then not sleep when I'm supposed to sleep.

- and most importantly, my lack of discipline causing me to have not read the Bible and doing my quiet time in the past few days. I'm terrible. Terrible, I tell you.

this sore throat is killing me. and I have to go to school tomorrow.

Vice Verses- Jon Foreman

*love*

today was the first day of the easter conference at church. the speaker, MA Joy was really interesting. and animated. hahah. he'd act out a lot of stuff so that we wouldn't get bored easily. Not that we're bored of what he's saying. The thing with most speakers/messages is that the message is really interesting, but sometimes your mind just wanders off after having listened for like 10 minutes straight, so yeah you need something to pull back your attention to the speaker, that is before you suddenly realise that you've been distracted. Because I usually miss quite some stuff before I finally realise that I've been distracted, then I continue listening and try to pick up from where my mind wandered off. hahah. Well, MA Joy answered quite a number of questions that have probably hung around in my head before but then I just forgot about it. So this was good.

also, I don't like crowds much. And the thing at these Easter Conferences every year is that after the message, during refreshments, everybody is like EVERYWHERE. srsly it's really disorientating for me. I got all blurred. It was even more disorientating suddenly seeing so many people from bible camp which I wasn't expecting, or maybe I just wasn't ready for. So yes I mostly being a wall flower, or when unfortunately there was no suitable wall to hang at, I'd be stuck awkwardly between two conversing people. Hah. I saw Michelle and she seemed a little out of place too, idk. And so after all that blur-ness, of course I was affected, and so I became what I'd describe as lifeless. Like I CAN'T THINK. I can't make conversation. [thing is that I was perfectly fine before the whole after message thing, I mean I could even hold a conversation -a short one, consisting of maybe 1 or two lines, but still- with that certain someone.] I don't know where to go and stand. And everything is so awkward and busy and everyone's moving and I don't know what I'm supposed to do or where I'm supposed to go because...

there IS no where I'm supposed to go and
there IS nothing I'm supposed to do.

on second thought, maybe there is. Maybe I was supposed to go find my bible camp friends and say Hi to them instead of just trying to catch their eye to smile at them, but failing to do so I instead walked past them.
I'm terribly sorry I was such an unfriendly zombie tonight.

and I have to say, thank you God, for giving me good friends who still want to be with me when I'm all lifeless and boring.

I don't get why my friends want to be my friends. I honestly don't deserve them. I can be so boring, have absolutely nothing to say, react to things and situations in a really weird manner, and sometimes I really don't act like a friend, and yadayadayada.

that said, y'know how I wait for someone to say Hi to me before I say Hi to them.... or when people put their arm around me but I don't, in turn, put my arm around them. I hope they don't think I don't like them or anything... I truly appreciate the love, it's just not in my nature to put my arm around anybody but my little brother, or another explanation- I don't know how to express my love for my friends and family back. I just thank God for them in my head, not realising that the one who just gave me the hug CAN'T READ MY MIND for goodness sake. I'm in a world of my own, honestly. So they show me some love, but they leave without the assurance of my love back. [sorry bout all this love business, heh, i'm not sure i'm using the appropriate words here, but it doesn't really matter since nobody's gonna read this, except for Jon the nosy parker. :P jkjkjk]

anyway. i was actually planning to blog today about David Archuleta. But I think I'll save it for tomorrow. I felt so relieved of all my David-Archuleta-loooveee when I saw Zara in church. hahah. And it also helped that I got to gush with my dear friends in school.

[why the colours and italians? heh I'm just trying to make my post look nicer. heheh. otherwise it'd just be a block of words. which it still is, of course, just that now, it's a COLOURFUL block of words. :) ]

ps: i'm trying out Verdana. ;)

questions questions questions questions questions

can't shake this feeeeeeling

I FEEL LIKE JUMPING UP AND DOWN [i did do so just now, and i ran up and down the stairs, but i still feel like jumping heheh].
my friend just won two tickets to david archuleta's concert here which is 5 hours away from where I live.
my parents are like 'why are you so excited? YOU didn't win the tickets'
I have no idea why. hahahah. I'm so influenced by the things around me, and what is happening in other peoples lives. If someone is sad, I get sad, if something good happened to someone, I get happy. it's weird. haha.

[i totally just copy and pasted that from my post on the boards. i was too lazy to type it out again.

Kris Allen= love

Kris Allen is da bomb. :D
he's got that same 'archuleta effect' on me. hahah. he's so NICE. insanely creative with his performances and arrangement. he's got that energy and style in his performances that i love oh so much.

and I got my fullstop key back. :D
i have to get used to not doing the whole 'control + v' thing now.

edit: bigger things than trials

trials in 4 months time!
tis true.
:/

Today, I read through mah new camera's manual [almost halfway through] then spent like half an hour taking pictures of Dad's new LED product. And then just now, for like an HOUR I took like a billion shots of the same thing. and gahhh I was so frustrated because no matter how still I held the camera and how many times I played around with the settings, all I get it BLUR pictures.

whoahwhoahwhoah.
my mom just knocked on my door and told me that my old classmate in primary school, that her mom just found out she had lung cancer and just had an operation to remove one lung where the cancer had spread today [or was it yesterday, bah]

my insides feel all sad now.
[this friend lives just 5 doors from me, btw, but i haven't talked to her in ages]

I hope she's okay. I'll be praying for them.

online games

My little brother made his first online game
awhhhhhhhh

lol
i was the first tester
but of course it wasn't my cup o tea
but it was okay, like the game was impressive, considering he did it just by following some article he found online on how to do it

Earth Hour.... bleah

I am not supporting Earth Hour. YET I'm being subjected to using the computer in the dark. I'm getting eye strain. ahhhhh.

Also, my American Idol only got recorded half way. D: BUT I got to see Danny and Adam. both were great. Adam was AMAZING. still bummed I didn't get to see the rest though. oh well.

also, David A. is coming to KL. Hah. I mayyyyy be a little excited. Even though there is no way I could possibly go watch him. Twould be nice to meet him though, he seems really nice and humble, but the screaming fangirls around him would be a pain.

YAYYY CALEB GOT INTO LA SALLE

am listening to Kris Allen singin How Sweet It Is
[btw my period key is spoiled, again]
It's only a recording, not a video, because I can't find any on youtube

why am I looking for it on youtube? because 8tv TOTALLY WENT OFF PROGRAM and started american idol like 15 minutes ahead of schedule
so I missed the first two performances
the second which was Kris's
and the first, i hope it wasn't Danny or Adam

anywayy
Kris Allen=win
haha
am loving the song
i tell you it's gonna be stuck in my head all day tomorrow, and when I'm at Pinang Peranakan Mansion to do my kajian sejarah, and when I'm at the Canon Warehouse Sale at Anson Road, and when I get back, yes I believe the song will be stuck in my head

goos night peoples who are few or none

ah. I have a Siviks presentation on Wind Power tomorrow. And the hopefully Pn. J won't scrutinize every move and sentence we make.

The Sun heats up areas of the atmosphere unevenly
These warm patches rise up
and other air blows in to replace them
this is WINDDDDDD. ohhh yeah.

*sneaks a look at notes again*
ah yes.
we build a large tower with propellers at the top to generate electricity from the wind.
The wind blows the propellers round which *sneaks again*
turns a generator which produces electricity.

there.

I have the meanest sister. ever.

oh. so last night I fell asleep during a sleepover. which is probably the LAMEST thing anyone could do during a sleepover. so yeah I missed all the talking. heh. and guess what was the last thing I did before falling asleep? I was reading my sister's physics book. heh. So yesterday I learned about basic quantities, vector quantities, scaylar [?] quantities and all that. hah. but I'm still not very clear on what is velocity. Zara and May Lyn gave me varying meanings.

it works! ...............................

somehow, I don't know how, but somehow, cow, brown cow, tell me how

but my period key is working again. YESSS.

enjoy this bout of dots.

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:D

aaaaand. I just realised that I have very little time finish up all my holiday homework that are all due on MONDAYYY.
because this is my sort of, kind of, almost hectic and full weekend I have planned

tomorrow morning: Spice garden. Picture taking. Suh-weeet.

tomorrow afternoon: Piano, Violin. moooooooooooooosic.

tomorrow night: BM tuition. till 10 AT NIGHT.

tomorrow midnight: will be watching cheesy old romance movies during sleepover with zara and zian.

saturday morning and after: MOOOOVIES. and possibly some cycling.

right before YP: JUUUUNO with Nat and maybe Tab.

afternoon: YP

Night: I THINK I have Science and Math tuition. I'll have to check.

Sunday: Church

which leaves me part of Sunday afternoon and night to finish up all my work.

Ohhhh boy.

clock! look! oooooOOH

I put a clock right there to remind me to get off the computer when I've been on for too long

yay clock

happily ever after

yadayada only happens in movies and tv shows like Ned's Declassified

I think I just watched the LAST episode of Ned's
i'm going to miss you Ned's Declassified School Survival Guide

the night's a perfect shade of
dark blue, dark blue
have you ever been alone in a crowded room when I'm here with you?

dark blue, dark blue
have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm
here with you


wheeeeee
i <3 Jack's Mannequin

NA, NA ,NA, NANANA NAAAAAAA
NANANANAAAA, NANA, NAAAAAAA

guess what song

anyway jason mraz is still stuck in my head
i am also listening to him right now
which is probably why he's in my head
ha, ha, ha

oh
i just entered livechat but no one's in

i miss livechat!
when it first started EVERYONE would be in there
ahh
good times good times

I also miss those afternoon livechats with Abi and Hoova
ah
very good times

you and I bothhh

Yeahh You and I Both by Jason Mraz is stuck in my head
also the period key on this keyboard is spoiled
so there shall be no dots
in this blog post
ohhhhh ROT!
i think i see a ghost

ah yes, a pathetic attempt at rhyming

i am pathetic
-at song writing
-at being noticed
-at not screwing up
-at having fun
-at finishing homework on time
-at talking
-at approaching
-at making something last [no not last, first, LAST, i mean LAST LAST forever ish kind of LAST]
-at explaining something
-at saying what I'm trying to say

Hence hopefully by undead-ing my blog [once again] that I will improve in my um, English and um, be able to write down and say what I think using proper words and sentences [missing dot]

Hopefully no one reads this blog post
Yep sometimes I wish I had never given anyone my blog url
so that I can my secret online diary
sometimes when I'm typing a blog post I seem to be typing it to myself and so I type my blog post as if no one is going to read the content of my post
which is stoooopid I know
I'm pretty much doing the same thing now
but I think it'd be a waste of typing if I don't publish this post
but anyway it's not like anyone wants to READ my ramblings
right?

gah I wish I could write something people would actually read and understand

Oh and FB is being annoying
I can't seem to figure out how to see all the photos index and the notes index
and for some reason I have this incredible urge to actually do that whole '25 Random Things' that's been wayyyyyy overdue
because I think I was tagged like a month ago
by like 10 people
hmmm
maybe I should do it now
here
yep
here we go

25 Random Things

1- I stink at making lists
2- I am an introverted extrovert [ I can really shy and I can't be really outspoken too, totally depending on my mood, surroundings, people I'm with, y'know]
3- I kick myself [not literally, I'd kick myself in my head if I just did something I regret]
4- I am awkward [try holding a conversation with me, you'll see]
5- I canNOT dance
6- I iz clutz
7- ---- oh great, i'm stuck already
ummm
7- I wish I had a good guy friend ['why a guy?' you may ask, i don't know either]
8- I am incredibly indecisive [but WAIT, recently I've found a way to curb my indecisiveness problems, that is to just HENTAM-yayy- It's effective, but brings to wrong choices]
9- I miss my hamsters :(
10- I wish I had a dog
11- which reminds me, I miss Bubbles :(
12- I also miss some people who I shall not name here

I'm gonna stop here
because I'm stuck
whooo
and I am not going to post that facebook

oh yeah and I've really been getting into Unfabulous and Ned's Declassified again
and Nick's showing em everyday now
though a new episode is rare
i wish ned and moze would be together alreadyyyy

um

so.... exams coming next week. bah. am so behind on my studies. especially geo.

I was gonna blog about something just now but I completely forgot what it was. Um.

oh wait yeah I remember.

I MISS THE BOARDS. [when I say boards I mean boardies]

:(
I only went on today after like... a year.... a week? heh. [also when I say boards I mean the LOBH boards and the officials.]

stupid homework. :/

uhh. My astro broke down yesterday.... so sad. So while I freaking out and trying to get it to turn on, I decided to watch a DVD, came across the SF live in M'sia recording.. watched it! FUNN. sang and clapped along, closing my eyes trying to relive the concert in my head... not much fun doing it by myself though.. lol. yep. anyway. that was funnn. sigh. Then I remembered that I talked to SF on the phone.... and then I tried remembering how it all went down, and I COULDN'T REMEMBER. Not everything at least. I had to go look at one of my old posts to see what I said about it when it had just happened. But that post wasn't even complete. dgahh. It really seems like it was all a dream now. hmm..

OH. and I haven't been able to go online for the past few days and I MISSED posting a post to commemorate the YEAR since my first Switchfoot concert. ^_^ anyway I'll do it now. 02.02.08
:)

sigh. I don't have time now to type down about the concert right now, I have to go to church in about half and hour but I'll say that it was an awesome awesome awesome way more than fine experience. :D

Yesterday.... I went for my first BM tuition. It was otay. :] Had to write a karangan, and yall know how much I hate writing karangans especially when I don't know what or how to write what I want to write. But it was cool, that if I wanted to translate any English word all I'd have to do is ask the teacher. lol. Goodbye Dicky. I have someone else now.

oh and then when I reached Z and Z's house.. I srsly thought I lost my phone.... because I couldn't find it in my pocket [where I thought I put it] and I couldn't find it in the car either, Zian helped me look too. Then I came to the painful conclusion that the phone must've fallen out of my pocket when I was sitting down outside of the tuition place waiting for my ride. I was planning on calling the tuition teacher and all till Zian asked me to check my bag... I checked it and TADA. my phone was there. Thank God. and SHEESH AI LYN WHY YOU GOTTA BE SO ABSENT MINDED. heh.