edit: bigger things than trials

trials in 4 months time!
tis true.
:/

Today, I read through mah new camera's manual [almost halfway through] then spent like half an hour taking pictures of Dad's new LED product. And then just now, for like an HOUR I took like a billion shots of the same thing. and gahhh I was so frustrated because no matter how still I held the camera and how many times I played around with the settings, all I get it BLUR pictures.

whoahwhoahwhoah.
my mom just knocked on my door and told me that my old classmate in primary school, that her mom just found out she had lung cancer and just had an operation to remove one lung where the cancer had spread today [or was it yesterday, bah]

my insides feel all sad now.
[this friend lives just 5 doors from me, btw, but i haven't talked to her in ages]

I hope she's okay. I'll be praying for them.

online games

My little brother made his first online game
awhhhhhhhh

lol
i was the first tester
but of course it wasn't my cup o tea
but it was okay, like the game was impressive, considering he did it just by following some article he found online on how to do it

Earth Hour.... bleah

I am not supporting Earth Hour. YET I'm being subjected to using the computer in the dark. I'm getting eye strain. ahhhhh.

Also, my American Idol only got recorded half way. D: BUT I got to see Danny and Adam. both were great. Adam was AMAZING. still bummed I didn't get to see the rest though. oh well.

also, David A. is coming to KL. Hah. I mayyyyy be a little excited. Even though there is no way I could possibly go watch him. Twould be nice to meet him though, he seems really nice and humble, but the screaming fangirls around him would be a pain.

YAYYY CALEB GOT INTO LA SALLE

am listening to Kris Allen singin How Sweet It Is
[btw my period key is spoiled, again]
It's only a recording, not a video, because I can't find any on youtube

why am I looking for it on youtube? because 8tv TOTALLY WENT OFF PROGRAM and started american idol like 15 minutes ahead of schedule
so I missed the first two performances
the second which was Kris's
and the first, i hope it wasn't Danny or Adam

anywayy
Kris Allen=win
haha
am loving the song
i tell you it's gonna be stuck in my head all day tomorrow, and when I'm at Pinang Peranakan Mansion to do my kajian sejarah, and when I'm at the Canon Warehouse Sale at Anson Road, and when I get back, yes I believe the song will be stuck in my head

goos night peoples who are few or none

ah. I have a Siviks presentation on Wind Power tomorrow. And the hopefully Pn. J won't scrutinize every move and sentence we make.

The Sun heats up areas of the atmosphere unevenly
These warm patches rise up
and other air blows in to replace them
this is WINDDDDDD. ohhh yeah.

*sneaks a look at notes again*
ah yes.
we build a large tower with propellers at the top to generate electricity from the wind.
The wind blows the propellers round which *sneaks again*
turns a generator which produces electricity.

there.

I have the meanest sister. ever.

oh. so last night I fell asleep during a sleepover. which is probably the LAMEST thing anyone could do during a sleepover. so yeah I missed all the talking. heh. and guess what was the last thing I did before falling asleep? I was reading my sister's physics book. heh. So yesterday I learned about basic quantities, vector quantities, scaylar [?] quantities and all that. hah. but I'm still not very clear on what is velocity. Zara and May Lyn gave me varying meanings.

it works! ...............................

somehow, I don't know how, but somehow, cow, brown cow, tell me how

but my period key is working again. YESSS.

enjoy this bout of dots.

................
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:D

aaaaand. I just realised that I have very little time finish up all my holiday homework that are all due on MONDAYYY.
because this is my sort of, kind of, almost hectic and full weekend I have planned

tomorrow morning: Spice garden. Picture taking. Suh-weeet.

tomorrow afternoon: Piano, Violin. moooooooooooooosic.

tomorrow night: BM tuition. till 10 AT NIGHT.

tomorrow midnight: will be watching cheesy old romance movies during sleepover with zara and zian.

saturday morning and after: MOOOOVIES. and possibly some cycling.

right before YP: JUUUUNO with Nat and maybe Tab.

afternoon: YP

Night: I THINK I have Science and Math tuition. I'll have to check.

Sunday: Church

which leaves me part of Sunday afternoon and night to finish up all my work.

Ohhhh boy.

clock! look! oooooOOH

I put a clock right there to remind me to get off the computer when I've been on for too long

yay clock

happily ever after

yadayada only happens in movies and tv shows like Ned's Declassified

I think I just watched the LAST episode of Ned's
i'm going to miss you Ned's Declassified School Survival Guide

the night's a perfect shade of
dark blue, dark blue
have you ever been alone in a crowded room when I'm here with you?

dark blue, dark blue
have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm
here with you


wheeeeee
i <3 Jack's Mannequin

NA, NA ,NA, NANANA NAAAAAAA
NANANANAAAA, NANA, NAAAAAAA

guess what song

anyway jason mraz is still stuck in my head
i am also listening to him right now
which is probably why he's in my head
ha, ha, ha

oh
i just entered livechat but no one's in

i miss livechat!
when it first started EVERYONE would be in there
ahh
good times good times

I also miss those afternoon livechats with Abi and Hoova
ah
very good times

you and I bothhh

Yeahh You and I Both by Jason Mraz is stuck in my head
also the period key on this keyboard is spoiled
so there shall be no dots
in this blog post
ohhhhh ROT!
i think i see a ghost

ah yes, a pathetic attempt at rhyming

i am pathetic
-at song writing
-at being noticed
-at not screwing up
-at having fun
-at finishing homework on time
-at talking
-at approaching
-at making something last [no not last, first, LAST, i mean LAST LAST forever ish kind of LAST]
-at explaining something
-at saying what I'm trying to say

Hence hopefully by undead-ing my blog [once again] that I will improve in my um, English and um, be able to write down and say what I think using proper words and sentences [missing dot]

Hopefully no one reads this blog post
Yep sometimes I wish I had never given anyone my blog url
so that I can my secret online diary
sometimes when I'm typing a blog post I seem to be typing it to myself and so I type my blog post as if no one is going to read the content of my post
which is stoooopid I know
I'm pretty much doing the same thing now
but I think it'd be a waste of typing if I don't publish this post
but anyway it's not like anyone wants to READ my ramblings
right?

gah I wish I could write something people would actually read and understand

Oh and FB is being annoying
I can't seem to figure out how to see all the photos index and the notes index
and for some reason I have this incredible urge to actually do that whole '25 Random Things' that's been wayyyyyy overdue
because I think I was tagged like a month ago
by like 10 people
hmmm
maybe I should do it now
here
yep
here we go

25 Random Things

1- I stink at making lists
2- I am an introverted extrovert [ I can really shy and I can't be really outspoken too, totally depending on my mood, surroundings, people I'm with, y'know]
3- I kick myself [not literally, I'd kick myself in my head if I just did something I regret]
4- I am awkward [try holding a conversation with me, you'll see]
5- I canNOT dance
6- I iz clutz
7- ---- oh great, i'm stuck already
ummm
7- I wish I had a good guy friend ['why a guy?' you may ask, i don't know either]
8- I am incredibly indecisive [but WAIT, recently I've found a way to curb my indecisiveness problems, that is to just HENTAM-yayy- It's effective, but brings to wrong choices]
9- I miss my hamsters :(
10- I wish I had a dog
11- which reminds me, I miss Bubbles :(
12- I also miss some people who I shall not name here

I'm gonna stop here
because I'm stuck
whooo
and I am not going to post that facebook

oh yeah and I've really been getting into Unfabulous and Ned's Declassified again
and Nick's showing em everyday now
though a new episode is rare
i wish ned and moze would be together alreadyyyy

um

so.... exams coming next week. bah. am so behind on my studies. especially geo.